This may be your first time to my journal, and if so, welcome.
Geez... Its been more then a year since my last journal update.
A lot sure has happened since then... lets see if i can divulge some of that information, along with update most if not all of my dA account... again.
--- though i usually try too reply to everyone... i still read each and every comment.
---last updated: December 04, 2013
updated  times.
updates where: everything, i believe?
newly added things: I've changed a bit of the format and order that I put things.
----------------News of the day:
it is much more like news of the year... if you notice my older journals, the last 2 updates where both about a year apart.
First, some back story.
within the last year... I'd like to say i gained a family.
though I'm still young and its complicated... kinda.
anyway, back story short... i met a girl, fell in love, and well... here i am. not much really happens in a year...
right now however, I'm about to attend job corp, I'd say attending, but I'm not currently at the residence.
for more information on job corp, "which is a life changing opportunity" look here; www.jobcorps.gov/home.aspx
almost 2 maybe 3 years ago, i had looked in to job corp, ... back then i simply wasn't ready for such a large life change... if you asked me then i would have said something like... "I'm waiting for someone." about a year after that, i met that girl i fell in love with, ... though our relationship is complicated right now, she gave me the strength to seek this option, she was certainly the person i was waiting for, and without her, i would have never sought this out.
I won't talk about our relationship, i know her well enough that doing so could upset her, and i won't mention her name for pretty much the same reason.
So, anyway... back to job corp.
From the point of creation of this journal, i am going to be departing in 6 days, on December Tuesday 10 2013.
Job corp is a school, kinda, i think, vocational or something they call it.
I'll be attempting to learn "Cisco Networking" primarily.
and then secondarily I'll be doing at least one of three things; Culinary, Carpentry or Welding.
all 4 of those are something I'm interested in doing, although if you knew the way i eat you'd find it fairly interesting that I'm interested in culinary.
the job corp career program thing, can take at least 6 months, to 4 years, after which they will help me get in to a living situation, or possible help me with college, depending.
I've started thinking about college, if i had some more advanced training, then i could of course get a better job.
speaking of which, i actually got a short time job this year, recently in fact, i did night auditing at a holiday inn, ... it was an under the table job... and the employer was certainly high when he hired me... it frankly didn't last long, and i had been freaking out that it might affect my job corp plan. ... and don't ask me how, but i know he was high... like, i could prove it.
the guy had me work under the pay rate for the job i was doing, and commonly asked me to do tasks an expensive technician should be doing, with no pay raise, it wasn't a good job, ... though the last day i worked, i had done it perfectly... and we fired shortly after, ... along with some deeply complicated matters, with a short trip to the local hospital, followed by scheduled therapy appointments and an upend dose of my current medications...
... sounds pretty stressful... its certainly hard to cope with everything happening, and seemingly permanently ending.
i had gone to the hospital for a severe mental break down... since then however I've broken down 5 more times, 2 times where even worse then the first, and i haven't told anyone about those... besides you guys.
my therapist, one of the last thing's she said before i last saw her, was "I wouldn't be able to live in your shoes."
coping is difficult, but i can't do much more then simply exist.
anyway... away from completely tragic depression problems, and back to dA.
I will be taking pictures of my travels and adventures as things happen, and uploading them here to dA, the first wave of those should be coming some time this week, with my departure.
... doing this journal thing brings back some memories... of doing this journal thing.
Alright, so... Announcements, importantly nothing i covered in the news portion.
you may have noticed that dA now lets you have your emotes simply uploaded to a huge emote gallery thing.
because of this your now able to use most of my emotes, simply by search "IzzyTH" in the emote search bar.
you'll come up with results that you can also find simply in my gallery, its way easier then make a Plz icon.
All of these will now appear in the "my emotes" section near the bottom of this journal.
I'd also like to announce that I've finally started development of my Fan fiction, the story of Izzy-the-hedgehog. though currently being called Project: Erebus, for obvious reason, if you read the Erebus wiki, how will i tie in the name Izzy the hedgehog to a character that will surely simply be called Erebus, you'll have to wait and see. ... though if you make an educated guess off of what my name Izzy means, and what Project Erebus is meant to be then its pretty easy to assume how I'd tie it in.
I'm also gonna just say, anyone that use's any of my emotes will receive a llama, from me, at some point... i currently have over 1,000 uses of my emotes... and really slow internet, so it could take me a while to get around to anyone.
and i think that's about it, making a story, still making emotes when i feel like it, and I'm gonna be uploading some photography pretty soon.
----How I'm feeling right now:
I'll show an emote or emotes here for how i feel at the moment.
going to sleep:
looks like a sure go to sleep and wake up well... and it seems like i rather enjoy being asleep... in a disappointing way.
----Word of my day:
contingency: a possible occurrence or result, especially something undesirable or unexpected
We must be prepared for all eventualities.
-----Free song download of the day:
Unable to find Free download.
"Unbreak - Ryan Star"
Video of the song; www.youtube.com/watch?v=GUn8sj…
you guys can suggest a song, that you don't have and really want, and i could easily find a download of it, and show it here.
----------------how my works going, colored balls;
open but very slow:
these four colored balls are shown after the progress bar;
thinking about it:
working on it:
length of progress bar is determined by the size of the project.
icons are shown under the category you choose.
ask for any of the following if you want something.
----------------Examples are shown in links and pictures under each subject.personal picture~
Pictures and projects I'm doing for myself.Requests~
Other things that aren't listed below.
Can't really make a link to anything... now can i.Collaboration~
I'm not doing this... not now anyway.
I do not believe I have ever done any Collaborations.drawing~
I can draw... but not really well, or have any control over it.coloring~
My colorings, not really that good...commissions~
I'm taking commissions, see my donations pool thing on my front page for more details. art trades~
I'm doing art trades, so feel free to ask if you want something, maybe we can work something out.
As far as I am aware I have never done an Art Trade.Gifts / Prizes~
Its rare, but it happens some times.
and i don't only give pony gifts, or prizes, that's just a coincidence icons~
i can make an icon pretty fast, but i need a good description for it.animated icons~
I don't really enjoy doing long complex animations.sprites~
I can make sprites, but i need a few things to do it, and get started.emotes~
i can make emotes rather well, as you can tell from my gallery.pixel art~
I can make pixel art, its easier if i have a picture of the character, or a good description.pictures~
i actually don't usually draw that often... or at all.animated pictures~
... like i ever did this in the first place.photographs~
I'm a photographer, if anyone ever noticed by looking at my gallery.
I seem to like sunsets...desktop backgrounds~
I can make them, but i don't like to.videos~
i used to do those...?
I have actually never done those... but i do happen to have a YouTube account.therapy~
... nothing to insane... or simple.
My logic behind giving "talk therapy" is simple... ask me, because i might know what its like to go through relationship problems. here are some links to people i believe I've helped. answers.yahoo.com/question/ind…
"Why can't everyone have what they want?"answers.yahoo.com/question/ind…
"What should we do now?"
Comment about anything you would like, and i will get back to you with more details.
this page is susceptible to changes... (as in I'll change it now and then.)
list of emoticons I've made, and plz accounts I've made.
-----Plz Accounts; Emotes;
this is a link to every single plz account on dA, to my knowledge.I am...
And I will still be here when you need me again.