August.

time again for that pointless update i make about every 2 weeks that nobody reads...

i know you don't read it, ... stop kidding yourself, this first part doesn't count as reading.
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though i usually try too reply to everyone... i still read each and every comment.
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last updated: August 8, 2011
updated [30] times.

updates where: most of the below.

newly added things: none.

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news of the day:

... you ever just know, that you need a therapist?

i mean, ... i don't see how talking to someone about my problems would help in any little tiny way, ... but then, it would be nice to have at least one person, ... anyway...

I've become overly depressed again... so i won't be uploading anything nearly as often as i was, ... I'm to busy sitting here, ... in the dark... alone... with a computer... doing nothing but looking at the desktop... and then coming here... and writing this... effortlessly and pointlessly... goddammit...

well, on a different note, i seem to be picking up Japanese in my spare time, i know a few words, kinda, but nothing really important, i dunno how to spell them, or what their actual Japanese lettering is, but i at least think I'm pronouncing them right.

if any of you actually read this, and like what the hell I'm doing here, i made a list, a while ago, its in my journal history, called something like 365 project, if you want me to upload something just comment on which one you wanna see, on any page is fine.

and some random question, ... do any of you live in canon city colorado, or taos new mexico, cause if you do, we might've run into each other at some point, which would be interesting... and awkward.

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announcements:

so I'm running silent for a while, if you want something, ask, I'll have read your message within the day, and either acted on it, or just decided to reply.

... also, if any of you are feeling like your in a therapy giving mood, ... I'm totally right here, I'm just a bottomless pit of dead empty emotions.

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How I'm feeling right now: I'll show an emote or emotes here for how i feel at the moment.
awake:
going to sleep:
asleep:
waking up:

... god... damn... it...
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word of my day:
"Resolve"-Pronounced-"ri zólv"
dictionary meaning:

1.  vti make decision: to come to a firm decision about something, or cause somebody to do this
He resolved to leave.

2.  vt solve difficulty: to find a solution to a problem  
3.  vt settle argument: to bring a disagreement to an end  
4.  vt dispel doubts: to dispel doubts or anxieties  
5.  or re·solve it·selfvr change: to change into something else
"O! that this too too solid flesh would melt,/Thaw, and resolve itself into a dew" (William Shakespeare Hamlet )


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free song download of the day/song of the day: beemp3.com/download.php?file=7… "Logan Kendell - Fallen Angel"

Why did you turn away from me and all you believe in.
Why did you break the promises we made.
You let go of the dreams and wishes we've been chasing.
But I'm never letting go of you...
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you guys can suggest a song, that you don't have and really want, and i could easily find a download of it, and show it here.
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how my works going, colored balls...
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these Plz accounts are shown before the category's...
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open:
open but very slow:
closed:

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these four colored balls are shown after the progress bar...
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thinking about it:
haven't started:
working on it:
finished:
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length of progress bar is determined by the size of the project...
progress bar:

icons are shown under the category you choose...
ask for any of the following if you want something...

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personal picture~ pictures and projects I'm doing for myself.

Requests~ other things that aren't listed below.

Collaboration~ i am a very slow artist.

drawing~ i can draw... but not really well, or have any control over it.

coloring~ my colorings, not really that good...

commissions~ i don't think i should be paid for my kind of work... its nothing special yet...

art trades~ i don't actually know what an art trade is... so I'm kinda open to this.

gifts~ i don't feel the need or the want to give anyone a gift...

icons~ i can make an icon pretty fast, but the idea must be vivid for me.

:bullettellow:animated icons~ animating is slow... like, dead slow.

sprites~ i don't really make sprites to often anymore.

emotes~ i can make emotes rather well, as you can tell from my gallery.

pixel art~ i can make pixel art, but i need an example, or a vivid idea.

pictures~ its difficult for me to make good pictures... I'm not a good artist.

animated pictures~ animating anything is rather slow...

photographs~ I'm good at getting pictures.

desktop backgrounds~ making desktops, is like making emotes.

videos~ i used to do those...?

therapy~ ... nothing to insane... or simple.

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rules:
Pictures 1: i was thinking just 5 pictures at a time so i don't get overwhelmed...
Pictures 2: you need to be specific with what you want... i don't wanna get it wrong...


failure to comply with the rules:
Pictures 1: it may just take me more time to make your picture, etc. or i could forget about it...
Pictures 2: i could get your picture wrong...


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this page is susceptible to changes... (as in I'll change it now and then, if not daily)

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list of emoticons I've made, and plz accounts I've made.
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... damn those are old.
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beemp3.com/download.php?file=7… this is a link to every single plz account on dA.


This has been...


If i had ever let go of you... would i have been happier...?